juz woderin`
- y do i still hold on in a relationship though i know its not worth fighting for?
- y do i still understand all your flaws and shortcomings?
- y do i always take a risk and sacrifice for you?
- y do i always say its ok but the truth is im bleeding inside?
- y do i keep on lovin` though i know you still want her?
of course i want you to stay, obviously you mean a lot to me. your not only my special someone in the whole world but your also a friend im afraid to lose. still remember how we started? funny though, but i really really want you to stay but i know you wont. maybe thats the good thing about being a virgo, when were hurting, were moving ahead, with head up high. thats what im goin` to do, soon. maybe next week after we spent our last time together, so i hope you now understand why i want it to be memorable. after almost a year of being connected to each other, goodbye is near. tahts sad bit its reality so i must face it. hehehe…. i know uve tried so hard to please me, for me to understand you and your situation but hey i want you to know that i did my best to understand you, but i cant, i just can. what can i do? im not like her and i wouldnt be like her ever! thats for sure! i know its ashamed to give up but dear i want to say this, its hard for me to let go of you coz your not just a guy whom i dearly and sincerely loved but your also a friend whom i treasure, ooopppss.. i wanted to treasure rather but destiny didnt allow me.
